Not Knowing

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NOT KNOWING
Written By: Shedron ‘Junz’ Collins

Seems like it hurts when it really not suppose to
Not knowing…
Makes you feel that there is something better u can do,
Not knowing…
Sometimes u realize that because of it you do stupid things, things u never meant to do
Not knowing…
The simplest thoughts can turn into the ugliest moments
Not knowing…
Not knowing if to smile, if to frown, if to laugh, if to stand, if to sit…just simply…
Not knowing…
Do I know why I do some things I do… some people take bliss in simply
Not knowing…
But because of who I am..
Not knowing…
Drives me crazy…So crazy that I end up doing crazy things, and the result is all that is left..
Not knowing…
We often try to fight pain
Not knowing…
If the pain is good or bad
Not knowing…
Even the words can be sometimes hard to say (come on say it)
Not knowing…
I remember sayings that knowledge is power…
Take away that power and we’re left with nothing…
Not knowing…
Seems that everything in my life is just left up to Faith and…
Not knowing…
So take my hands Oh Lord… Guide my path… and most of all… take away my pain of…
Not knowing…
Teardrops and sunsets…
Looking out at my peace of mind,
I wish to leave my troubles behind…
The joy of knowing that things will be alright i may never know,
But I refuse to let it stop me from searching for that day…
The day when my pray finally ends…
The day of KNOWING…

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